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I feel so shitty. I keep thinking I'm going to cry so I smoke some… - .Weak.Minded.Short.Sighted. [entries|archive|friends|userinfo]
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[Jul. 31st, 2005|08:41 pm]
pro_ana_barbie
I feel so shitty. I keep thinking I'm going to cry so I smoke some more. I did so well today until I was left alone. I ate loads of bread and pasta, I got it all up I'm positive because I have such severe hunger pains right now. But I feel so fat... and I am so fucking ugly! lol. I mean it's not even funny. My skin is horrible pealing and yellow. My eyes have shrunk and gone red with all the purging. I'm fat (duh) The blue in my hair is washing out so now its a disgusting green colour as well as being greasy. I'm fucking disgusting, and worst of all... there's nothing I can do about it.
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